Tuesday.
first period, History.
we did this small test on policy of appeasement.
i think i flunked it.
Next, Social studies, went through the 6 strategies Singapore needed for industrial
restructuring. Test paper wasn't given out, i blamed the teacher(regretted.)


Math, did nothing much except going through some questions.
English, madm teo came to teach cause ms teo went for this course.
she had to teach us for 3 weeks 4days!
argh, she's a good teacher, but doesn't know how to control the class
especially mine.


Chemistry, mrs chew scolded melvin an idiot.
first time, heard a teacher scolding the word, idiot.
tsk tsk. GO COMPLAIN.


chinese, told mrs leong that mrs chew scolded melvin idiot.
she said that mrs chew should be really angry that's why she scolded him that.
tsk tsk, teachers helping teaches.
personally, i feel that if teachers are good, they shouldn't be scolding us any rude remarks
no matter how naughty and disrespectful the students are.
the best thing to do? IGNORE.


poa was next.
got back our test.
i scored 8/20 AT FIRST.
but later i found two more marks(cos she never MARK!) and i scored 10/20
unbelievable. i studied and this was what i scored.
of course i don't need to retake the SAME test paper if i pass.
and melvin laughed at me
for being so stupid, learned the test but scored same marks
as him, who didn't at all bother to learn.
yes, truly saddening.

After school, went to watch




with fiona, huiyi, xiao qing, weina, agnes, tien siang, melvin, shannon and zhiyan.
the show, touching.
i cried, i didn't wanted to, but when i saw that joshua(cheng cai) dropping his tears, i couldn't help it.
it's too real.
gonna watch





on friday with xiao min only.
anyone else wanna watch?
*puts tissue packet into bag*
i heard this show is touching too.


went home at er 7.15p.m
no one scolded me, wonderful family i've got here.
don't even bother whether their daughter went out or not.
Wonderful.


slept at 1.30a.m without studying maths
thought i could wake up at 5a.m to study, but no.
too tired. so i slept till 6.30a.m and i had to get ready for school.
so, really didn't study.

went to school. First period.
maths, math test on chapter 1.
i thought of asking cheepei whether still want to compete or not.
but didn't get the chance, so we i just did the test lor.

found it quite okay lah, except the last question the part A.
luckily part B, C not linked with part A sia.
but part D, i need the answer in part A.
so, cannot help it.
i made up my own answer. haha.
after the test, i heard cheepei saying.
"aiya, sure fail this test one!"
BAHHHHH


P.E was next, 2.4km run again.
this time, they recorded the timing.
so, i ran. Seriously.
i passed 16.53 min for 5 rounds.
BAHAHAHA!
ya la, i cheated lah. So what.
i really cannot bear the humiliation of running again next week okay.
don't give me the crap of "aiya, at least you're honest if you fail mah"
like, for the past 3 years.
i've been RE-runniing and RE-running every single session, you know.
can you bear the humiliation of facing other classmates and no one's running
along side beside you? CAN YOU?
crap. who made this thing for girls to pass 2.4km, or rather.
who made this thing to ACTUALLY expect girls to run!
waste time, waste effort, waste energy.


Chinese next, decided to have a party on thursday.
cause lin lao shi had to many goodies at home, she decided to bring some to school
for us.
Party with pizza tml after school.
$1 had to be paid.
D'oh.


Recess.
the bell rang, so cheryl and i walked up the spiral staircase to class.
at level 4, she Purposely bumped onto Mr bangbam(or whatever his name is spelt.)
knowing that he's married. she likes him, don't you cheryl?
i can't tell you how, cause my skin will stand.
and to think that i actually helped her in this despicable act.
SHAME on me.


C.M.E and Pastoral care period. Consider it as a free period.
we did nothing excpet TALK!


next, English. Noisy class again.


Social studies.
the worst lesson i ever had.

Got back my marks.
4/10.
i practically FROZE in space.
i worte so much, i studied so much and yet i scored 4 pathetic marks.
Melvin HA got 4 as well, but he didn't study.
he saw my marks, he laughed, he insulted me, he practically drove me nuts.
i banged my table like 3 times before i settled down.
i said something like,"stop it lah melvin!"
and i even said," wa lao! next time don't learn liao lah! learn also no use!"
loudly.
and melvin just wouldn't leave me alone.
Consistently reminding me how he and i are of no difference.
madam chan heard my TSK-ing and banging.
she told melvin to stop rubbing salt into my wound.
i don't appreciate that.
when madm chan was going through the answers, i dream myself away.
i feel that it's totally useless.
no matter how hard i study, i get the marks of those who don't study.


after lesson, madm chan told me to go over and talk to her.
stupid, can't she just leave me alone?
i was soooo angry, i didn't even want to face her.
and she keep asking me to face her when she's talking to me.
and she gave me all those crap about my attitude not being right
when i said the "don't wanna study liao" part.
so, she heard but so what. isn't that the truth.
and i had to be a hypocrite. i told her that, NO, it wasn't the right attitude to have.
damn.
and she told me that my content is strong but she wants the linking part.
what the heck, did she tell us that she wanted the linking part?
NO. so, what's the big deal.

she asked whether i felt disappointed in my results or with melvin.
my answer? i'm not disappointed in my results. i'm disappointed with your marking skills.
and with melvin of course.

but i had to say,"both."
then she continued telling me that i used to score good marks
that's why i felt disappointed.
i have never failed my social studies, i tell you. NEVER.
until she came along.

if my maths scored the same as melvin, i might as well jump off the building.

After school
went for lunch and after that, choir.
choir practically sucked.


went home, bathed, fetched huiqin from school.
went home and slept.
woke up at midnight.
now? 02.22a.m
and i have not started on my homework.


bye people. this week is a bad week for me.
i cried on two days liao. maybe on friday also.
who knows.