Okay, I have to say this.
but I'm trying to find a way to post my penang trip pictures in another website or album so that it will be very much easier to see instead of me wasting time blogging about it.
Also, it's been almost a month since I came back from the trip so all the excitement have died down right?



SO, it's time to finally blog about stuff.
Firstly, can we have a minute of silence to pray for this man, Mr Lim.
He is always remembered as the durian man in my heart cause before he died, he gave my family two big durians.





so we were of course devastated to hear about the news.
it was on a Thursday when we all heard about him being hospitalised.
we all thought it was just a normal procedure of checking him in overnight and doctors saying that he should just sleep for a few days.
but by Saturday, everything went wrong.
Apparently, doctors mention something about Mr Lim not waking up in 2 days time, his condition will be very serious.
and only then did I know that all along he had been staying in the Intensive Care Unit.
To everyone, it was saddening and heart breaking but what else could we do but to pray for him?
His wife then found this priest who was said to be able to bring back his soul by going through a certain ritual.
so, my dad went along that night to his house(anyway, it's so nearby, only a 2 minutes walk!)
but my dad didn't mention anything after coming home.
maybe, it was something bad.
Sunday morning, we heard the news.
Mr Lim died in the wee hours of the day, 1 a.m.
well god(if you really exist, and I believe you do), please bless him whenever you are.
He was 51 when he died, leaving behind his beloved wife and two children, one aged 18, and the other 19.
It hurts to see one healthy man just leave this world just because of some high blood disease.
We even saw him walking towards us just a few days ago! And he was alive and well.
Yet now? He's dead, lying in the coffin resting.
sorry if I sound crude, but I really can't stand how life works!









































I feel better now even though I almost teared when I went to the funeral and offered the incense.




so, cheryl's birthday went pass so quickly and the English oral was over(at least for me!).
Cheryl, I gave her an Eason chen album.
I realised she loved his song when she borrowed from me his older album and started singing along.
so, I thought why not get her this instead of some display item which I usually give to people.
I got to know that she had a very unforgettable birthday that day.
she went out to celebrate with Clara, xiaomin,faizah and her brother.
I couldn't go together cause I had to go out that day with my family.
damn, I missed such a good celebration! Sorry, saral~.





okay, English oral.
I messed it up.
as in when it was the showing of ic.
I totally went beserk after what I did.
this was what happened.
I was the last person of the whole thing.
so I totally forgot about having to show them the ic first before sitting down or just starting the whole oral.
so I went there, sat down and heard the oral examiner say something(which I cannot hear very clearly!) and I just smiled at her.
thinking she saying this to me,"very tired right? Can see from your eyes"
but in actual fact, she said this,"can I have your ic please?"
so she had to ask the second time which only then did i realise how big a mistake i made!
and there wasn't even a smile from the examiner! oh GAWD.


I mean, isn't it a total embarrassment??!!
imagine that to be you okay! urgh, I almost broke down on the spot, I tell you.
Also, after some thinking, I realised this.
An N levels oral examiner wouldn't say things such as "very tired right? Can see from your eyes." to students right? I mean, it's gotta be very formal and all.
so in conclusion, I messed my marks up.
Impression mark = negative 100



The conversation was quite difficult to handle I must say.
especially the one asking me whether I think people should voice out what they disagree on.
I just went,"yah, I think they should." and then BLANK and total SILENCE.
until about 10seconds later, when she wanted to change the question I quickly say this which was really quite dumb.
"because people shouldn't be forced to agree on something they don't agree on"
and "the law in Singapore also protects those who says their stand"
and that was the end of the question.
and what on earth was "who says their stand"????!!!
urgh, feel like killing myself already.
damn.


another thing,
i don't know what's wrong with my hearing nowadays.
Just yesterday, I heard Eugene asking zhiyan,"eh you like me anot?"
and I went, zhiyan! Say yessssss! Say you like him!!!"
when actually eugene was asking,"tonight you free anot?"
and my face was sooooo red from the embarrassment!
urgh.






okay peeps, I WILL put up the pictures of the penang trip okay!











I promise. Now, chop chop! go and sleep already.