I finally decided to blog before 10 days! Miracle isn't it.
Okay, enough of all that crap.


Prelims have ended and i have nothing to do now. Guess that's what people are feeling now, something's missing from their lives after the prelims, like.. you feel so empty when you come home. You find yourself getting bored because you have no reason to study(except for N lvls, but who would bother studying for that now damn it, we always study at the last minute)
people like cheryl and i.


I went online today and she messaged me saying that she was feeling so darn bored and that she wanted to come over to my house to do anything. HAH, i wanted to say yes but i was waiting for my tutor to confirm whether she wants to have tuition today or not. So kinda disappoint her then.


Then it was my turn, i woke up from my nap(turned out there wasn't any tution and she didn't even bother to reply my sms, darn.) from 4 to 7.30pm and i watched telly till 11p.m without stopping when LOST was done, i started to feel like, what am i supposed to do now? Study? What for, no paper tomorrow what. So then i continued watching some telly and decided to blog.
Then my dad came out of his room and brought rouqin and i out for some supper.
I saved my blog entry as draft and went out.
Ate some boiled cockers(or, what they call it, Hum) then went home and here i am continuing my blogging.


Okay, so back to saying the preparations of the prelims.
Well, after the social studies paper and chinese paper(the real N lvls) i slacked till sunday.
of course, i didn't even prepare well for history and mathematics(especially since the next day is mathematics paper). So around 10p.m i started taking out all my math notes and papers to go through all my mistakes and then learn the formulas. So i studied till 10 mins later i started slacking again by surfing the internet and youtube(youtube have such a variety of videos lah, i like.) 10 minutes lah! How to get Distinction for math like that.
But anyway, Math paper 1 was easy, but i made lots of mistakes after checking all my answers with mrs tan, cheryl and jialing's "gang".
Really hope to get at least an A1 for both paper one and two.


Then i had to accompany fiona with tetrina to westmall to get her Christina Aguilera's album.
Went home and felt really bored, then started to slack again.
I went for my nap and woke up, it was already 8p.m, watched some shows and then around 11p.m i started panicking for the next day's paper which was history which really needs memorising skills.
Anyway, i stayed up till 4a.m with rouqin and darryl(was accompanying each other in msn) then finally managed to memorise 2 and a half chapter.
Am i good or what. HAH. So what if i'm good, all the chapters i studied for didn't even come out in the paper.
I was like, damn the setter and started stomping my feets and looking back at darryl.
He did this,"DIE AH" sign to me cause he also didn't really focus on the chapters that came out.
And i responded with a "yah lah!" sign.

Damn i regretted staying up till so late.
Then, went home and prepared for science tuition, and for sciences paper the next day.
Physics i could do but not chemistry, chemistry is one of the toughest subject coming in top3 after History and social studies.
I really hope my physics can really help pull my sciences grade up.
Anyways, POA paper today and i did quite well i guess.
I hope can get an A1 for it too.


Also, i've realised that i've this habit of sleeping late(and late it was, 3-4a.m) and then come home and sleep from 3p.m to 8p.m maybe it's sleeping disorder.
or, could be due to stress.



Okay, my dad's going to Thailand later this morning for business trip and will be back on saturday in the afternoon. What should i tell him to get me when he's in Thailand?
Well, was thinking more of like clothes and all but one half day only, enough meh.
So, decided- nothing.


Er, will be getting back my math results later on and probably the English results too.
HOPE my math can get A1 and English A2. PLEASE bless me god.



OKAY, should i stop here or is there anymore things to be added?
oh ya, the 9/11 thing.
I watched the documentary on channelnewsasia on sunday and saw how the thing crashed.
Felt really bad and sorry for the ones who died in the second tower crash.
They were supposingly getting outta there when the plane first hit the first tower, but no, security officers made them go back to their office saying that it'll be safer.
SAFER my foot. All these people died lah.
If i was one of the employers there, i would probably sneak myself out from the backdoor(i mean, surely there's a back door in any building much less say New York's world trade centre)
So, i was saying, i would just run for my life to my family when i'm out.

Also, i saw people caring for each other even when they don't know each other.
And some who left others to fend for themselves.
And there was this scene, this man was standing at the 50th story of the world trade centre, he looked out of the window and saw black jackets falling from above.
The jackets he saw was actually human beings who couldn't take the pressure and threw themselves down the 89th story.
What a sad sight it was, Singaporeans should feel lucky we weren't there when it took place.


Also, about Steve Irwin's death, i read this person's blog and she said about us(all those who cared to you know put the turtle, sun and snail on their msn nicknames to bear in mind, his noble acts when he was alive) being "bloody hypocrites".
here's the whole sentence from that person's blog, "die already, then must act like you are love him so much and he is your idol is it? Bloody hypocrites."

what do you think? You agree?
I agreed at first but later after much thinking, i thought, even though like what she says, "Before he died, nobody gave a f*** about him" i had this thought, why don't you just let people respect him in their own way? Isn't it that way? Everyone has his or her own way of respecting people what, for me i also put up emoticons on my msn nickname it means yes, i respect him and also a way of showing comfort to his family members(if they get to know how people respect him even after he dies).



Shouldn't it be that way? I thought it should, or maybe that person just wants to act as if she always have different opinions than others.




Think about it.
Bye people.