I totally feel like i'm going down and down and do..wn



Don't worry, this post is not about me being depressed again. oh wait, i've never really been depressed. So, the mid-year exams have finally started. Let's see, last year mid-year exams, i was practically slogging my guts out to prepare. This year, totally different story, playing and sleeping and watching tv and everything i did not do last year, i did it this year. I have really no idea why either. Maybe, i thought this year would be a breeze? Up till now, besides combined sciences, everything is a breeze.


oh well, teachers will keep going on and on telling us how we cannot do "last minute" work this year. I really approve of that statement, but, talking about it is easy.

Right, so today i had my chinese paper 2 and english language paper 1. Chinese sucked, i must say. It was so bloody difficult that i think i'll consider myself lucky if i ever pass that freaking paper. English kinda suck too for the second section. I thought ms teo was trying to warn me about me writing the wrong format for "SPEECH". Simple, she kept walking pass me and staring at my paper at one point, trying to stop herself from pointing on my paper. Dammit. And for that section, i used words like.."i believe the school...." and when i wanted to use "i believe" again, i used "i truthfully believe". It was so plain dumb i nearly laughed at my own writings.


For the first section, i chose the one on narrative(kinda) the question 6 where i was to write about a time i missed out on a great opportunity. I was afraid of doing narrative at first(because mine will be never ending, seriously, NEVER ENDING) but the other topics i was afraid there was nothing else for me to write! So, question 6 it was.


The great opportunity? Me missing out on a great singing career two years back. Mentioned some rubbish at the beginning as well, said i was used to hearing compliments from the instructor- Ms Fu. Made the name up, cant possibly use my real instructor could i? I could get "blacklisted" for all i know. Anyway, i used the tension word thingy in my essay, the one ms teo taught us. To create tension in essays by writing a one word sentence. I wrote, "There it was, right in front of me, the picture of his school with him beside it. It was big. Magnificent."
I hope no one will circle it in red and say it's bad.


I always have the mindset that my essay will turn out bad and not really suitable for teachers to grade. Ask clara, ask cheryl, ask all shamonkeys. I HATE listening to my essay when people reads it out. It seems so obscene.(in another way) To hear my own essay being read out by someone else. Therefore, i wont type out my essay here even though i still remember clearly what i wrote today. Think it's my best story ever(because i manage to cut short it!!) =D


Erm, time now i s 12.17a.m

Happy birthday cassandra!! And happy labour day everyone!



Nobody really care about labour day, it's the holiday they care about. Eh, one day holiday also will make one happy k. Like myself, labour day will be a very busy day for me!! Gonna go to the temple in the morning(mom asked us all to go just now) then go for some marketing i think. Lunch time going to west coast for the korean BBQ and have lunch there to celebrate rouqin's early birthday on may the 2nd with her friends(christina, xueying and mingjie) and my family. Great birthday huh?.. Anyways, after lunching with them. I will call my dad to drop me off at causeway point or some nearby shopping centres. I need to get presents for mas, sandra and rouqin! haha, busy day.


Eh tet, i dowan to write the essay out liao. I'm going down, to bed! oh wait, i slept for 3 hours in the afternoon! I shouldn't sleep so early today, it's monday for chris' sake!! Okay, i shall go read some essays on the internet, or. Watch more tv. Thinking of me studying? NAH.


Told you i was going down on my studies.


Ciao people.