It's all over and done with. The chinese O levels paper 1 and 2(major papers) are done. And even when people say, it's over and not to think about it, when i'm alone, i cannot help but think about it. Know what i'm sayin'?

When i'm alone, i can't help but think whether i went out of point for paper 1(i can easily get a D7 or E8 if i go out of point you know?) or whether i will get a grade 5 for paper 2 instead of my expected grade 3.
It's so horrifying, the "after effects".


HELP programme's going on for this two weeks of june and i think it's not the time for relaxation. Easy for me to say though. Well, having tuitions as usual tomorrow and i'm glad to have tuitions to help me in my work. Still, very disappointed to see my results fall so badly. It's true, my grades all fell by 2 grade as compared to my N lvls results. My dad NEARLY slapped me when he saw my science getting an E8. He even wanted to "scold" mrs tan when she praised me for getting such results for mid-year. He Said, "then must be the class did very badly lah? Get this kind of results still can get 6th in class? E8 for science? not even one distinction."


All i could do was smile awkwardly at Mrs tan. She kept mum too after hearing what my dad said about the class. Guess she knew it was right, what my dad said.
She tried telling my dad about the "gap" but my dad just brushed it off. Even though he knew i did better than my sister did at mid-year when she was taking her O lvls. Didn't understand why he just won't praise me for a moment, will it kill? Faizah and cheryl asked me, "eh why your father like that one? So fierce." What could i answer? They always have this impression that my dad is the kind who will give in to whatever i say, that is not true. I can only defend my dad by replying," He's only like this when it comes to studies." Hopefully, i'm right.


Well, this became a depressing post afterall.
Anyways, going to kampong glam this friday and the science centre(doing some experiments there)and be prepared for the loooong post filled with maybe pictures(don't know whether i will have the time to take pictures cause i need to take notes down during the walk!!!!!!!! argh, for the stupid composition we need to do.)too! No videos this time, maybe class videos, but not at kampong glam, we were not allowed, copy right stuff.


Erm, what else? Oh right, i didn't manage to get in the blog battle contest, never expected to get in anyway. So, disappointment wasn't really big. haha!


Shall i end it here? I guess i should.


*cough* goodbye~